What's Really Important?
Teach us to number our days, that we may gain a heart of wisdom. -- Psalm 90:12
(written by Moses)
How often do we take time for granted? Our minds wander. Our plans direct our attention to some time in the future. Or, perhaps, we ruminate on a past we can't change. We are focused on anything but what is happening right in the moment we are in.
"May you be present where your feet are standing." That was part of a prayer recently offered up by our director of student ministries. I'm paraphrasing here because I was listening to him and not taking notes. But these words kept resonating with me. Being present in that moment. That's so powerful.
Maybe it was powerful because it's something that has really been on my heart lately. I'm old now. An official senior citizen who feels even older. I have spent much of my life trying to please others, putting my dreams on hold, or, at times, procrastinating because I was afraid to fail. Can anyone relate?
Moses wrote this in the wilderness. (Scholars debate this but my Bible says Moses wrote it and I'm going with that.) He'd done so much in his life. Moses was raised as an Egyptian prince. He fled after he murdered an Egyptian he found beating a Hebrew slave. He married, became a Midianite shepherd, and lived a quiet life until God spoke to Moses from a burning bush.
God called Moses to return to Egypt and lead God's people to freedom. And he did. I'm sure Moses probably thought that confronting Pharoah would be the hardest part. And then he had to listen to the Israelites complain for the next 40 years as they wandered through the Wilderness.
We're not much different than they were. Are we really ever satisfied? We can never have enough. I've always wanted to be like Paul and be content in whatever circumstances I am in. And sometimes I am content and filled with gratitude. And, then, sometimes I'm not. How about you?
Do we ever really understand how fragile life can be until our days are almost done? Perhaps those who have buried a child ravaged by cancer. Perhaps when we've lost a spouse to a sudden heart attack or a car wreck. Maybe illness has stolen years we expected to be golden. Or maybe we woke up one day and realized we'd given our lives to things, and people, who really weren't important in the end.
What are your dreams today? Did you spend time with a friend? Did you take a walk, noticing the birds and trees and the clouds in yet another beautiful sky? Maybe you laughed out loud as you read a good book or watched a movie.
Or maybe your nose was so buried in your phone that you missed it all. Maybe your routine didn't allow for spontaneous invitations or a phone call to someone you rarely see. Maybe you were so caught up in what you always do that you missed what today offered.
So I challenge you this day to be present where your feet are planted. Notice your surroundings. Pay attention to the people you care about. Listen to their stories. Live your life. Because one day your life will be gone and what matters isn't what you planned for tomorrow but what you did today.