Focus
On Jesus
Not
many of you should become teachers, my fellow believers, because you know that
we who teach will be judged more strictly. – James 3:1
I respected
him. He seemed called by God and someone who would always follow Jesus. Then he
stumbled and became the human he always was. It was I who had placed him on an
impossible pedestal.
Perhaps the
truth is that he hadn’t changed. I just didn’t want to see him as he is and
chose to view him as I desperately wanted him to be. Isn’t that how it works with
our religious leaders? We need them to live righteous lives of truth and
integrity. And when they don’t, it’s as though we ourselves have stumbled.
Recent
months have been filled with disappointment. A pastor who vowed to remain
United Methodist suddenly changing course and taking the big payday and, in his
mind, the guaranteed job. The pastor who said he supported one thing and yet
took the easy road of job security. The church leader who lied to sway votes.
The council president who used political talking points to whip those who never
check facts into a frenzy. And those who said none of it really mattered.
Hatred and
failure to love everyone equally is alive and well in God’s church. We’re so
busy using the Bible as a weapon that we neglect Jesus’ words about love. We’re
so focused on winning the day that we ignore Paul’s warning not to cause conflict
within the body of Christ.
James tells
us that those of us who lead and teach in the church will be held to a higher
standard. I understand why. We should know better. We should be well acquainted
with God’s Words so that we don’t sin in our own words and actions. We don’t
get a pass caused by ignorance.
I condemn
myself for judging what’s not mine to judge. God will repay because He alone
knows the heart. Selfish ambition and greed are sins. His wrath is bound to
come. My heart cries for mercy, for conviction, for outward change of behavior.
I don’t want people I once cared for to suffer greatly. I am thankful that God
handles all of that – for them and for me.
My heart
still struggles to grasp what I have witnessed. Some moments in time are
directors for where we have been and where our course now heads. We are different.
Maybe that’s a good thing. Maybe it’s a warning for us all.
Be very
careful of those who appear on a higher religious plane. Everyone stumbles. Stay
focused on Jesus, who alone is perfect. He will never lie, never stumble, never
cast His church aside for a bigger payday or a more powerful position. Hold
tightly to Him. Worship Him. All praise and glory to Jesus Christ, our Lord!