What Are You Waiting For?
By faith Abraham, when called to go to a place he would later receive as his inheritance, obeyed and went, even though he did not know where he was going.
-- Hebrews 11:8
The other day I came across a reporter’s notebook. It wasn’t one of those flimsy things newspapers doled out back in the day. This one was nice, with a hard cover and lines that were spread far enough apart that you could actually see what you wrote.
It was, no doubt, a gift. One I treasured so much that I’ve kept it all these years. One that I’ve held on to, waiting for the perfect story, the perfect moment, to use it. As I flipped thru those pages filled with nothing, I realized that a perfect moment would never come because ir doesn’t exist. And I’ve wasted an opportunity to use something I cherished because I waited too long.
I think we view the gifts God gives us like that notebook someone gave me. We treasure it. We hold it close. We marvel in gratitude at the rightness of that perfect gift. And we never use it because we’re waiting for a perfect time that’s never going to happen.
Many of us had childhood dreams of a glorious adult life. Some lucky ones, people who followed their call, reached the mountaintop. Others, like me, waited for a better day. And now I look back, amazed at the years that have passed while I’ve waited for a perfect time.
The simple truth is that critics will always abound. Their names may change but their voices are the same. I’ve got to move toward God’s call on my life despite the negative comments and putdowns.
I will never have enough time to do all the things I long to do. Not because the longing isn’t there. And not because I don’t work hard. But because for every thing I do, there are 10 other things that pop up on that long to do list. The list keeps getting longer and my time keeps getting shorter.
Why is it that we wait to live until it is almost time to die? What are we so very afraid of? Because fear is at the root of procrastination. We could call it a million other names. Laziness, busyness, practicality, steadiness. We don’t want to leave the comfort of what we know for the dream that may never be. We’re more afraid of failure than of remaining the same.
Abraham didn’t know where he was going when he followed God’s call. He didn’t need to know. Abraham trusted God. He believed in God’s character. He knew that God could do anything and that God would keep His promises. Abraham had faith. What about you?